You
have been working for hours and then suddenly you place that mark that has been
eluding you. It’s like you have finally found the key that fits the door from
the huge chain of skeleton keys that has been hanging heavy on your neck and it
opens to reveal the magic kingdom. ‘I’m there!’ you exclaim to yourself: the
painting suddenly seems almost complete. You place the next mark and the door
shuts tight again. You didn’t even have time to hang up your coat. ‘Bugger.’
You
persevere and muscle through. You seem to finally get there through countless
deliberation, placing mark after mark, and taking them away again. You’re at a
crucial stage. ‘Mustn’t overdo it,’ you think to yourself. ‘That’s it! Let’s
stop there, and head out the studio while the going is good.’ You down brushes
in the jar of dirty turps, wipe your hands on the dirty, paint covered rag, and
then make the mistake of turning round for one last look as you reach the door…’Bugger!
I have overdone it!’. You turn back and
carry on…
After
painting all day, I pick my four year old son, Isaac, up from school.’ What’s that smell?’
he sniffs as I zip up his jacket.’ It smells like paint?’. ‘It’s me’, I
explain, ‘I’ve been painting all day.’ ‘But no, no, Daddy…Daddy, Why do you do
all that painting? I don’t want you to do all that painting. I just want you to
do ONE painting.’ I think a lot of people I know probably would. He might have
a point….
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